{"id":42,"date":"2014-09-12T11:54:24","date_gmt":"2014-09-12T11:54:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/existentia.com.hr\/?p=42"},"modified":"2018-04-24T08:55:35","modified_gmt":"2018-04-24T08:55:35","slug":"o-zivotu-i-smrti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/existentia.com.hr\/hr\/o-zivotu-i-smrti\/","title":{"rendered":"Promi\u0161ljanja o \u017eivotu i smrti"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"\u017eivot<\/a>
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Smrt. Obi\u010dno \u017eivimo ne razmi\u0161ljaju\u0107i o njoj, sve dok nam ne do\u0111e preblizu. A kad do\u0111e? Pro\u010ditajte u tekstu.<\/p>\n

Ple\u0161i, kad si razbijen i otvoren. <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ple\u0161i, ako si sa sebe skinuo zavoje. <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ple\u0161i usred borbe.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ple\u0161i u svojoj krvi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ple\u0161i, kad si savr\u0161eno slobodan. <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Jelaluddin Rumi (13. Stolje\u0107e)<\/strong> <\/em><\/p>\n

Jedan de\u010dko kojeg sam poznavala davno je iznenadno preminuo. Iako smo bili na razini poznanika, njegova me smrt pogodila. Ovo gore citat je koji sam jednom slu\u010dajno iskopala, a u kojem se on potom prona\u0161ao. Ovo ispod je tekst koji sam imala potrebu napisati povodom njegove smrti.<\/em><\/p>\n

Smrt je stvar o kojoj obi\u010dno ne razmi\u0161ljamo. Dr\u017eimo je dobro zaklju\u010danu u nekim kutcima svoje svijesti, spremljenu na mentalnoj polici ili na groblju, izvan grada. Sve dok se ne dogodi. Onda smo odjednom zate\u010deni tom prolazno\u0161\u0107u. Sad te ima, sad te nema, kako sad to? U takvim se trenucima kraj mene otvori egzistencijalna rupa, i onaj me surovi, indiferentni Sartreov svemir kojemu do nas malih ljudi uop\u0107e nije stalo, lupi u glavu svom snagom.<\/strong><\/p>\n

I onda, naravno, po\u010dinjem razmi\u0161ljati o svim onim stvarima koje obi\u010dno dr\u017eim uredno poslo\u017eene negdje na rubu svoje svijesti. Pa listam po raznoraznoj literaturi,kao da \u0107u u 2 ujutro negdje iskopati recept za besmrtnost ili neku misao koja \u0107e me utje\u0161iti. Uzalud. Lica ljudi na sprovodu govore da nema utjehe. Ima samo ljudi koji ostaju iza te osobe.<\/p>\n

I onda kad na\u0111e\u0161 nekoga u ne\u010dijem osmijehu pomisli\u0161, pa nije ni to tako malo.<\/p>\n

Zen majstor Thich That Hanh<\/strong> ka\u017ee da je smrt problem koji postoji samo u na\u0161im glavama. Nikad zapravo ne po\u010dinjemo postojati i nikad zapravo ne prestajemo. Samo se, kad se svi uvjeti za na\u0161u manifestaciju poslo\u017ee, pojavimo i po\u010dnemo manifestirati. Kad uvjeti za na\u0161e postojanje prestaju postojati, mi se prestajemo manifestirati. Ali i dalje postojimo, ka\u017ee. To je ne\u0161to poput tv valova. Oni su cijelo vrijeme tu, ali ako nemate tv prijemnik, ne hvatate ih.<\/p>\n

Ma daj molim te, mislim si ja u kasne sate dok razmi\u0161ljam o smrti, bi li me to sad trebalo utje\u0161iti? Nekako i ne osje\u0107am svog djeda u obliku tv valova. Obo\u017eavam zen, ali ponekad su mi ti zen koncepti tako apstraktni, tako odmaknuti od svakodnevnog iskustva. Ali eto, valjda zato ni nisam zen majstor.<\/p>\n

Onda Thich Nhat Hahn ka\u017ee da mu je majka falila dok nije shvatio da je uvijek nosi u sebi. Da je u njegovim rukama i u onome \u0161to radi. E, to je ve\u0107 bolje, pomislim. I zaista, nalazim umrlog u osmijehu njegove rodbine. Djeda nalazim u kombinacijama kajgane i sira i vrhnja, koje bi za \u017eivota svako jutro jeo. Baku pronalazim u toplim \u010darapama koje mi je dala da mi noge ne zebu zimi. Drugu baku u tekstovima i intelektualnom prkosu. I tako stvari postaju konkretnije. \u010cini se da u svakome od nas zaista postoji komadi\u0107 drugoga.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Jer svaki atom koji pripada meni pripada i tebi.<\/p>\n

~Walt Whitman<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

I tako. Egzistencijalisti kao \u0161to je Camus bi mi sad rekli da je ideja da se \u017eivi unato\u010d smrti. Usprkos smrti nalazi se hrabrost za \u017eivot. Ba\u0161 zapravo iz inata, iz di\u0161peta kako bi rekli Dalmatinci, kao, e sad \u0107u k vragu ba\u0161 \u017eivjeti.<\/p>\n

Kad sam jo\u0161 bila u srednjoj \u0161koli, ideje \u017eivota i smrti i egzistencijalnih rupa nisu mi bile ni na kraj pameti, jer sam se bavila konkretnijim stvarima poput izlazaka, u ruke mi je dospjela Coelhova Veronika je odlu\u010dila umrijeti.<\/em> Ironi\u010dno, ali ta knjiga koja mi je tad predstavljala tek zanimljivu ideju onkraj ove stvarnosti u sebi je sadr\u017eavala ono \u0161to \u0107e me kasnije u \u017eivotu zanimati –\u00a0ta promi\u0161ljanja o bitnim egzistencijalnim pitanjima, o \u017eivotu , smrti i onome \u201ce sad \u0107u ba\u0161 iz inata\u201d.<\/p>\n

I iako danas te\u0161ko mogu \u010ditati Coelha, Veronika mi je i dalje, nakon vi\u0161e od 10 godina, odli\u010dna knjiga. Jer zapravo tek danas shva\u0107am koliko konkretno obra\u0111uje ta pitanja koja ina\u010de volimo dr\u017eati podalje od sebe, ali na koja smo odjednom prisiljeni odgovarati kad se kraj nas iznenadno otvore te egzistencijalne rupe. I tek danas razumijem koliko je \u201ccamus-ovski\u201d taj njezin \u201ce sad \u0107u ba\u0161\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

~Iva\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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